I threw away my first vial of Reta cause I thought it was fake and not…

6 months on reta, down 60 lbs, about 25% of my bodyweight. I look better than I have in my adult life and people keep telling me how happy I must be. here's what nobody puts in the before/afters: it didn't just kill my appetite, it killed my drive. the same thing that quiets the food noise quiets everything. I used to attack my mornings. now I have to schedule motivation like it's a meeting. lost the weight, lost the fire that used to come free with being hungry. nobody warned me they were wired to the same switch.

Unemployed and getting low on savings but so eager to buy more peps. Currently on KLOW,Reta, cjc/ipa. Just want more thinking about a payment plan and buying tons. Love em gotttta catch em all 😂

Reta makes me feel like im a monk, complete zen.