Unemployed and getting low on savings but so eager to buy more peps.

6 months on reta, down 60 lbs, about 25% of my bodyweight. I look better than I have in my adult life and people keep telling me how happy I must be. here's what nobody puts in the before/afters: it didn't just kill my appetite, it killed my drive. the same thing that quiets the food noise quiets everything. I used to attack my mornings. now I have to schedule motivation like it's a meeting. lost the weight, lost the fire that used to come free with being hungry. nobody warned me they were wired to the same switch.

My wife’s friend took NAD+ and called her saying it caused a weird reaction that made her basically hit the floor with a very weird feeling My wife was all like “she probably miss dosed and took too much” About 3 weeks later my wife was taking NAD+ and cjc ipomorlin and had sane thing happen but she passed out cold and cracked her head open When the EMS came I had to hide like 5 syringes and tell them she doesn’t take medications out of fear of judgement

Reta makes me feel like im a monk, complete zen.