GHK-Cu: Recovery #455

Most will say this is fake lol. Two clear chinese vials in the fridge door, no labels because I was cocky “knew which was which.” Pinned what I thought was BPC. It was MT2. Threw up from 11pm to 2am and showed up to work Monday visibly tanner than Friday. Gonna do some bloodwork to make sure im fine.

Thought my Melanotan tan looked natural enough. Dermatologist spotted new moles in places that never see the sun. She’d only seen me a month earlier. Figured out what I was taking and told me to stop.

49, irish skin, louisiana sun. Started mt2 at 250mcg and day three: hard at the dinner table. day six: wife says "have your moles always been that dark?" week four: strangers asking where i went on holiday. week 6: wtf why did i do this.

Confession: Melanotan II gave me the best tan of my life and tanned places I didn’t know could tan. My armpits changed colour. So did my genitals. Every freckle on my face turned so dark that I looked dirty instead of bronzed. random erections were the final straw. One happened while I was wearing gym shorts at the grocery store. Apparently there is such a thing as being too tan and too horny.

I keep hearing people say GHKCU burns. I feel nothing. Am I dead on the inside? I have been taking Copper/Zinc combo pills for the last year. Perhaps I am desensitized? OR am I just a god and everyone else a bunch of whiny babies?

Vanity brought me to peptides. Got into GHKCu and here's my month 1 update. My forehead lines are softer. My nails are growing faster, sort of annoying My hair seems to be growing faster too. Subtle, but definitely noticeable.

Nobody properly warned me about the GHK-Cu burn. My first shot hurt immediately and the injection site stayed painful for more than two weeks. Two frickin unbearable weeks. Nope not again.

My body is my income so peptides are a business expense. I write off the GHK for my skin, the reta to stay camera-ready, the BPC for the gym injuries that come with keeping this physique. my accountant lists it under "equipment." my subs think it's queen genes.